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MH: Lorita's Diary Could it be Suddenly
I've been feeling sick to my stomach for abit now. Alex keeps telling me i should go to the doctors but i can't help but think that all of this is just a product of me stressing over poor Sparta.
Since i told Sparta the truth i've been getting several dizzy spells. It's so annoying because i've had to take time off from work....with that dog..who is actually being very nice all of a sudden.
Also i've been craving wierd foods like Marmite,ketchup and ice cream...TOGETHER! Disguisting i know but i can't seem to stop eating it. The look on Alexanders face though;it just makes me want to burst out laughing every time.
One of the main things that have these kinds of symptons is for me to be pregnant. Is that what it is?! Gosh... I need to go get checked up.
MH:Lorita's Diary: When the world falls down
I can't keep on like this, it's turning me into something i don't like. I have to tell Sparta the truth. Alex said now would be best but i'm to scared of her reaction to everything. I certainly did a good job with her age processor because right about now i feel like tearing out both Alex and my hair from the stress of this teenage Sparta.
I sat up most of the night thinking of ways to get Sparta to talk to me. She and Alex are all i have and to have her not talking to me....most likely not liking me very much at this moment is heart renchingly painful.I think i understand now how my father felt when i would ignore him and act like he wasn't there.... I have to apologise to him once i've dealt with Sparta.
Although Sparta doesn't know it i have been keeping tabs on her search for her "parents." The woman that Sparta talked to at the hospital is a friend of mine from school. Alexis. Sparta can't remember her because the last time they met Sparta was just a baby....her godmothe
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