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MH: Goldin'g Diary: Little incidentsDear Diary, ........'the fuck! Lola slammed a kiss down on me.......and said she loved me. I think i might have had a mini stroke. It sure feels that way. Lola was running but i just couldn't move. What the hell..... she's my friend. Did she really expect me to drop things with Beau just because she made that little confession. Why hadn't she said anything to me earlier....... like before i was FREAKING ENGAGED TO BE MARRIED IN LESS THEN A MONTH.
Still i took the time to think over what she had said about me marrying Beau when we're so young. Maybe it is best that we waited.Don't get me wrong i love Beau with all of my heart but now i'm doubting whether it was the right time to ask her that. I'm going to talk to Beau about this. I won't tell her about Lola though. Gods know if i did that would be the end of both of us.
MH: Golding Rams Diary
I got a letter from Beau.
I know you're mad at me. I'm sorry. I want you to know that nothing happened between me and Cam. I'm sorry for yelling at you. Please please forgive me. You know I love you. This is my fault. I don't know why I blamed you. I'm so truly and deeply sorry. If you still want to keep the ring I fully understand. This might not mean much to you, but too me it does. The guilt was eating me away. I just want you to know I'm sorry and I'll always love you.
I had the strangest urge to go to the riverbank where we had our first date. I found Beau there. I sat next to her and i felt her jump in surprise. I put my arm around her. "Im sorry. You know i said some aweful things about you.... i'm really sorry Beau. I should have known you wouldn't d
MH: Golding Rams Diary. I hate life.
Zane is one sick little bastard. Family or not he's a little douche sometimes. He took a little too much pleasure in telling me that after Beau left the house she was staying at Cams house. Well fine. Good for her. If she wants to act like a whore let her.... she obviously didn't want to get married to me.
I should have gone after her then i could have pounded Cams face in some. I could just feel Prison calling my name. I phoned Kristen and told her to let everyone know to stop looking out for what was going on with ......her and him. The audacity to come here to me and tell me about Cam and then go running off to him.
I want that ring back. I'll give it to someone who deserves it. Not someone that going to run back to her ex when he comes back..... this is NOT twilight. I am not Jacob and he is not edward.
Maybe i'll go away for awhile..... back home to greece maybe find a nice sheep girl.Everyone told me a ram and a dog shouldn't mix. I didn't listen. I thought me and Beau could make
MH: Golding Rams Diary.
Cam the *&^%£$" peice of %$+^ is back in town. I knew there was a reason i kept Isaodre around, he was always good for spying when needed.
I'm going to wait for Beau to tell me though. I believe that may be why she hasn't been talking to me.
I found my knife set, I had what my warden would call a sick perversion to them. I sat down on my bed after tying a belt to one of the post andstarted to run the edge of the blade up and down sharpening it. When i thought it was sharp enough i placed the blade in my hand and closed it before running the knife arcoss my skin. I watched as the blood ran down my hand and smiled. I placed my tounge on the edge of the knife and licked the blood that was on it smiling;before turning away from my postion now near the window and throwing it into the dart board where i had stuck a picture of that bastards face.
I knew without a doubt that i would be going to prison sooner rather than later if he tried anything that i got wind of.
I heard a shaky knock
MH:Golding Ram's Diary prt..... Oh i don't know...
Show down at the ok corral ...... Is the best way that i can describe what just happened.
Bella was being her normal charming self to me *snort* and demanding that Beau and I do what she tells us for OUR wedding.I dared to challenge her and well..... now i have a slightly sore jaw. Beau didn't say anything which i thinnk is strange but as we all know, Goldie just wasn't going to stand by and let me get punched seeing as i don't like to hit girls.
Next thing i know Goldie has headbutted Bella half way down the hall and is trying to make her way to give her a few more thumps. Bella is growling and pushing people out of the way. Cleo nearly smacked her head into her locker which resulted in grabbing Ghoulia, as she descended toward the floor, that was holding Lagoona who was clutching a large jar of frogs..... The frogs jumped in front of Deuces Glasses knocking them off which froze the frogs who then tripped up nearly everyone that doesn't occasionally look down at their feet. ahem......
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